Syl

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 22:27:25 GMT

holy shit

i totally forgot about livejournal

ha

Sun, 15 May 2005 23:21:00 GMT

the weirdest weekend in sylwias life. hah.

-went to the emergency room . 5 hours. found out i have chest wall pain. i know there's more to it so they advised me to go to a doctor. taking medication.
-got thrown out of the house. spent the 2 nights with adri.
-parental units took me back.they new they were making a mistake/so was i.
-parental units took me grocery shopping for all the food i want and got me some clothes.
- theres more. i just dont remember. heh.

i felt like i was in a different world these past few days... my health changed, and so did a lot of my surroundings. it felt weird/ yet it let me see a different view of the world and how things can fuck up in a matter of a day or two. things did turn out good / great actually. thank you adri for letting me stay for two nights, your family is amazing and i appreciate their generosity greatly. breno, thank you for putting up with my crying and me being so indecisive...
- im broke / i got fucked over with money with a couple of people. i learned not to trust others so easily... people = shit :)

- im unpacking my things... i'm going to go rest now.

the end.

i love adri. <3
i love breno. <3

Wed, 04 May 2005 02:11:27 GMT

look closer...

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 18:20:50 GMT

everything's been going pretty great. me and breno are great. im getting my car today which is awesome. im kinda broke but i think i can fix that by just working more hours. school is almost over... and i think i can improve my attendance. my parents are all right. im getting tanned. im going on another vacation. i'm really content with life. the past couple of days been amazing. the day spent with miguel and breno was thrilling... i love hanging out with both of em. i miss chillin with miguel, and hopefully thursday can be syl-miguel-breno day. me and breno share some amazing days together. he's truly an amazing person which makes me and him as a couple even more spectacular. its been 45 days that we shared together, and not one day apart... we're strong, and we make everyday worth while. we are making our lives better. ... well, i just thought it was a perfect time for an update... sorry it took this long. Love you all.

Syl

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 02:44:45 GMT

it's been a while since i updated pics... so yea...my friend nanda is going to film and television cosmetology school... she practiced on me... take a look...

me clean...

me made up...

=D wat u think?

for those that like to talk a lot...

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 00:33:36 GMT

so i felt flattered when someone brought something to my attention the other day... not only was this rumor funny, it gave me the inspiration to ask the subject of the rumor out to dinner... so thank you for whoever started it... cuz if it wasnt for you (whoever you are ;)).. i would never have the courage to do this in the first place... so yea *HIGH FIVE* ... i told my mom about this and she thinks its hilarious.. then i said "i'm gonna ask him on a date" and she was laughing her ass off (lmao) ... hah... but anyway... him and i are close friends, but i did feel bad cuz things got assumed... do i care? yea somewhat, but i'll be paying for dinner because of how much respect i do have for this individual, who has helped me tremendously throughout this time... .... but yea... i'll let u guys know how things roll... weeeeeeeeee

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 21:35:20 GMT

i can finally get into strip clubs!!!! woohooo! whos coming with me?!

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 03:28:37 GMT

so i been working 5 days a week and for the most part the days are passing by rapidly... i have no "weekends" cuz i work friday nights after i get out from school... then when i wake up the following morning i have to get ready for work... and work saturday night, and then same goes for sunday... i wake up > get ready > go to work... when i get out at 9 im exhausted so i dont do any work for school and usuallly go to sleep ... last night i did catch up with a friend .. so that was awesome.. but rather than that ... my weekend sucked.. but i guess its all good for now cuz i need money.
i didnt go to school today rather i went christmas shopping with adri... i got gifts for my god child matthew and his brother anthony, my mom and dad, denisse, and andreia ... but i have to go back to the mall on wednesday to finish up ... i have a couple more important people i need to get something for...

...........when adri and i were on the path

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TO BE CONTINUED
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my list...

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 07:34:03 GMT

things i'd want to do in the upcoming year...
- buy a drum set and learn how to drum
- leave the state for a week or so
- take more pictures of friends/events
- slowly move out
- slowly get shit for my new apartment
- attend more concerts
- party
- get my car!!!
- buy a skateboard and learn through trial and error
- read more interesting books
- get my tattoo
- create a personal journal
- get an ipod if possible
- sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep mmm

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 04:58:13 GMT

immaturity amuses me. yet i feel so apathetic. whatever =D

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 00:26:16 GMT

waking up in the morning is a bitch... i hate it... i cant stand it.. i wish i never had to wake up in the morning ever again... sometimes i just dont wake up for school... cuz i just feel like sleeping, and im fuking exhausted... i'm one of those people that needs about 12 hours of sleep to be satisfied... and if u say that we people only need 8... sorry but the expression "one size fits all" does not apply! ... this is because it all depends on ur biological clock... blah, so anyway... im tired of school, and work.. i'm on the schedule for 5 days next week.. which is fantastic... u know 40 hrs of work, and 36 hrs of school ... its a perfect schedule... i rather stay home... sleep, eat, sleep, eat, read a book, sleep, eat... blah... im a lazy piece of shit... shoot me now ..please

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 03:32:50 GMT

today was pretty good...

in the afternoon i got to hang out with khichi, we got some lunch... it was nice seeing him again... he gave me a book which im excited to read... it was awsome...then...
i got to chill with miguel! woohooo!
we finally got to hang out ... because he'd never let me before... =(
it was awsome chillin with him today...he got me socks at american eagle (their black and red_=D)
we also bumped into bruce... chilled with him ...
then miguel and i got coffee at donkin donuts.... it was awsome =D
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tomorrow i will be finishing up my college applications =D

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 02:35:48 GMT

i became careless with school...

... im not lazy....

... im just working on my college shit

(people ask for update... i give them one =))

first venue show... quite phenomenal

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 00:24:29 GMT

the used fukin rocked last night... i got up to the front with my brother Ziggy and the first three bands sucked ass> No Warning, The Bronx, and The Bled... BUT...i had a fukin great view of the used. one thing that sucked was the fact that everyone in the front was getting squashed and suffocated.. and getting hit in the head plenty of times by those uncontrollable crowd surfers...blah.. by the time bert and quinn introduced the song blue and yellow.. i was ready to faint... but something fukin amazing happened... bert and quinn made out... it was something spectacular and unforgettable... tongue and everything... i had to leave the crowd tho.. i was dehydrated, soaked in sweat, and just ready to pass out... i was outside for a little but to catch my breath but then went back in.. Kinda shaky and unaware of many things going on, i headed for the crowd... i was standing in the back and when they played their last song maybe memories i couldnt help but to go crowd surf... that was just great...
the feeling of last night is just indescribable... i cant wait for taking back sunday november 21.. woooohoooo!

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 04:26:16 GMT

something about a.d.h.d. turns me on

ok... so maybe i am polish

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 02:10:40 GMT

i can be really disoriented sometimes...
today, i was walking from walgreens back home and i needed to stop by CVS on chestnut st ( a place i been plenty of times) to pick up some special mouthwash (something that walgreeens doesnt have) ... so i started to wonder... "how the hell do u get to cvs?"
then i said to myself, "UUGHHH HEEELLLOO YOU FUKIN IDIOT! WAKE UP! u've been living in the ironbound for about 10 years now and u still dont fukin know how to get to chestnut street... o man, i must have gone retarded"

...cvs didnt have wat i needed so i bought a red bull =D

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 03:26:48 GMT

right now im trying to fix my java program because it doesnt work... damn java!
i go nuts sometimes with computer science, and when i cant seem to figure out how to do a program i furiously search on google for the actual program. hah... no luck there.

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... cant wait till january 19 guys... its gonna be one hell of a day! waaaaaaaahahhahweeeehooohahahheeeeeeeewoooooooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooo

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 05:04:06 GMT

red bull does indeed give you wings

BUT IT FUCKIN DOESNT LET YOU GO TO SLEEP!

aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 03:08:31 GMT

i need to take a shower

so what if i bitch and wine. its called stress.

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 00:31:00 GMT

school started and my schedule is great. no, im not being sarcastic.
since i have honors bio, i go to ECC for Biology 101 on mondays and wednesdays from 1-4, and on tuesdays, thursdays, and fridays i get out at 12:45. it rules. ecc bio is amazingly easy. For the rest of my classes.. some are hard and complicated (i.e. java AP)... others i eat>(i.e. u.s. history II, pr-calculus H, phys.ed) ... now , english H> im intimidated by the teacher...(tried getting out of this class but couldnt) ... and this class makes me stress... damn it.
so im gonna be applying to colleges soon... montclair, rutgers, kean, and njit.... i need to write a personal statement (no fuckin clue what to write about, any suggestions? for those who know me.) i need to get my recommendations, try getting some scholarships, financial aid crap, and who knows wat else... is it buggin me? yes. I need to get started on this shit... i want to make an early decision.
in conclusion, i look like a marshmallow and i have a cold. thanks to bacterial infections and change in weather (<im guessing).

hello fukbags =D

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 23:15:40 GMT

….hi
…. I just recently finished the UMDNJ program and successfully presented, along with groupies, about sleeping disorders to a lot of douche bags… I got the rest of my check for completing the program and also a reflex hammer which is pretty fun because I get to beat people…. Only because im a psychotic biatch, and I could do that =D
…. Currently I been getting more hours at Walgreens, about 30 a week, which is decent for a hardworking young woman like myself… hahah.. I think I can handle it, and if not… tough… I need to start getting use to it.
…. If not working…. Im spending most of the time sleeping or devoting a lot of time to beautiful individuals that I absolutely love and adore…. Which is fun =D
…. Oooo I need to gradually start getting ready for senior year…. Im assuming its gonna be stressful because of all of the college bullshit… however, my badass is gonna kick ass and eat everyone! WOOOO! …. Because I am fukin cool =D

Syl rules

The end

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 04:31:17 GMT

[][][][][][]i got bangs [][][][][][]

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 22:29:58 GMT

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 05:06:05 GMT

Hi

i just bought tissues for my friend.

he needs them.

or else, it gets on his pants, shirts, and socks.

not cool.

here's some proof :

... i was having a hard time picking between these and the lotion ones...
u think i mad the right choice?

update? sure..

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 02:22:58 GMT

a little fuckin update for u folks

... so i decided to do the summer program at UMDNJ...
... the first week was cool, now...it's getting a little boring....im doing a research project on 2 sleeping disorders, which is interesting. =) ... yeah.. i also get to hang out with smart, cool, and sophisticated people.. u know, like those dudes that wear white long coats and stuff.. u know? ..like.. doctors... hahahha im an idiot =D ...SAD to say.. i really don’t... i just see those freaks walking around all the time.... AND i saw med. students dissecting cadavers... which was fuckin crazy... WE LOOK LIKE CHICKEN =D ... ........ And...i spend a lot of money on lunch too =\

i work saturdays and sundays... so basically i never have a full day off... which i think is ok.. because sometimes i have nothing to do anyway... like right now... im bored out of my mind.. so i decided to update this piece of shit... =D

i suck

the end